what drives me...

i admire...

* people who write well. i wish i am also able to express myself through my writings. i love to read good books and the way the authors are able to capture every expression, every movement, every detail..y cant i do that? i recently had to write a short paragraph about my future plans and i was trully lost for words. in my head i had all sorts of ideas but wen it came to actually sitting down to write, i didnt noe where to begin...

* people who do so darn well in their exams even when they seem to play around the most. these people seem so cool on the outside while u r like a time bomb waiting to explode on the test day! you burn the midnight oil, u look like crap, u dunt eat or sleep for days, ur eye brows start growing like wild making you look like 'cookie monster', pimples start sprouting like ur epidermis is the most fertile ground... and they on the other hand are still able to go for movies, hang out with frens..basically do 'happy things'..

i guess all ur life, u wish u were like others..u wish ur life were just like theirs, u wish u had great hair just like their shinning crown, u wish u had their cool attitude, u wish u had their self-confidence, u wish u could speak like them, u wish u could dance like them, u wish u could have great frens like theirs, u wish u could have...

this list will never stop..but i guess in the end, u and i both noe that 'we shuld always be hapie with what we have'..well, i think thats a load of crap, if ananda krishnan were to be hapie with what he had, he would never get richer..i guess, its things like these, thoughts like these that drives us to better ourselves..it makes us work hard.it makes us perservere, it makes us move forward..

so, to all those people out there who write well and dunt need to study..ya, im jealous of u, but its u people that drives me day by day...