oh good lord..im gonna be 25!

im going to be 25 in exactly 2 weeks..as i get older i feel that i have more regrets than ever bout many things in my life..i wish i can turn back time..i wish i can do it all over again (anything except my STPM)..i wish i can make all my wrongs right..60% of my regrets have been my education..and the other 40% is the person i have turned out to be..

i shuld have studied harder for my SPM (at least i would have easily gotten a scholarship and not be forced to sit for my STPM-which is f-ing difficult and it literally freezes ur brain cells)

i shuld'nt have given up so fast on my STPM (at least i would have gotten a better course for my degree)

i shuld have worked towards a first class honours in my degree (at least i would have been able to immediately work towards my PhD or gotten a full scholarship)

i shuld have been wiser when choosing the kind of Masters programme that i want to do (an MSc is far better than an M.Biotech)

i shuld have worked harder in my M.Biotech (though i felt as if i practically squeezed every brain cell of mine dry when doing my coursework)

i shuld have potrayed a better image to my siblings

i shuld have been a better daughter

i shuld have been a better girlfren to charles

i shuld have been a better Catholic

i shuld have been more patient

i shuld'nt have scratched my eyes so much (now i have the perpetual drunk look!)

i shuld'nt have eaten so much of McD (McD is addictive..its worse than coffee!!!)

i shuld'nt have gossiped so much (i cant help it la..when 2 or 3 are gathered there is bound to be gossips at hand!)

i shuld have been naughtier when i was younger (at least i would have more stories of my childhood..interesting stories..at least..*sigh*)

so this year..instead of having a resolution on new year's, im having a resolution for my 25th bday..so people..here goes..

do not regret bout the past..
be hapie with the choices i have made
work towards a better future
work towards being a better person

this includes..
*being a better daughter, sister, girlfren, fren, cousin,relative, student..etc..
*being more and more patient..(i really seem to lack in this area..its as if i lost or mutated that part of my gene)
*taking better care of myself
*eating healthily
*lessen my gossip sessions (ill try la..hehehe)