im talking rubbish...forgive me:(

Time:-6.30pm
Day:- 29th Jan 2006
Feeling:- tired..and hapie coz i'll be seeing charles in a few hours time:)
Reading:- Alchemy of desire-Tarun Tejpal

life has begun once again with a million and one things to do..ive already got a research project for my final semester.which kinda took me by surprise coz i got it so easily..not that its an easy project:( but i expected things to be a bit harder in getting a research and locating a supervisor that would actually give you money to do a project for them..so, in other words, im kinda hapie that things happened so fast for me:)..so, i'll have about 11 months to complete my research and do my write-up..which is a helllotta work to do, but im willing to do watever it takes to graduate by this year!!!

i wish i would discover something in the world of biotechnology..something new that would help the world in one way or another..is tat a bit too far fetched:) hehehe..dunno la..dont mind trying though. and if i do..it will be gud..but if i dunt, tak ape la..as long as im doing something that i love:) tats d most important thing rite?

but is biotechnology really my calling? or is drawing really my thing..haiih..dunno la...bio makes me feel scared..everything is moving at such a rapid speed. sometimes when im reading bout the latest advancements in this arena i feel as if im left behind. all these researchers have knowledge at their fingertips. they are so gud at wat they do and wat makes them even better is the fact that they can constantly improve what they've discovered.. will i be able to be like them? or at least close to them...;)

ok la..tats it for now..dunno wat else to write about..:)

adios..
work hard people..

another year...

its another year..cant believe how fast d time is passing..im 25 this year!! can u believe it? I'M 25!! I made such a big fuss about being 24 last year and now im 25..i think i shuld make a bigger fuss now..:)

this year i made a few resolutions..i cant recall if i made any resolutions last year.maybe i did..and as usual, by the middle of the year the resolutions are forgotten and so is the paper which i wrote in, thrown away..
my mum told me(from a book she read) that when you write down what u want, u take one step closer towards making it come true..so this year, i wrote down my resolution..clearly..in a book..which i'll be carrying it everyday to class..so i guess, im one step closer towards making it a reality..:) tats a big step rite? :) im trying to be positive here..hehehe..

ive started my classes..haihh...:( i just cant wait for it to be all over..im actualy becoming very fed up of studying..cant wait to get things done..get a job, get a hse, a car, if possible get a scholarship to do my pHD..guess thats too much to ask for..my mum says tat im never satisfied with whatever that i have..im sure charles agrees with her too:( but can i help it if i have big dreams and i get really frustrated when i dunt seem to get even close to it..i noe its good to have big dreams, but i guess everything depends on luck and whether God thinks that that is d best thing for u:( why does God have to think so much...:( just give me everything la..=)

so to d people who read my blog..does anyone even read my blog? besides cheryl who clearly has nothing better to do..

cheers to d New Year..may all of us get everything our heart's desire as we all bloody well deserve it and may God not think so much and let us have everything...;) and wish me luck as i only have another year to go before i get d title MBiotech behind my name:)