yucky..

sitting in dunkin' donuts in midvalley...let me describe the scenario here..one couple infront of me who cant stop giggling..another couple at the side of me who just cant stop touching each other..another couple at the other corner who look kinda cute 2gther..haiihh...tak boleh tahan la..the only normal people here are the 2 families sitting in the middle, the guy in the green t-shirt tat seems to be digging his nose:) and me..

ok..an aunty just glanced at my laptop screen..hehehe..wonder if she saw anything??? hahahaha..ok, now the guy who cant stop touching his girlfren peered at my screen too..i can see u looking la...no manners! wil u stop touching ur stupid girlfren..there are people around u la for pete's sake!!!!! go get a room!!!!!!

we need magic..

i sometimes wonder why am i so addicted to reading harry potter? why do i love reading love stories? why do i love watching sappy love stories in tv? why do i like hearing love songs? why did i like watching sabrina d teenage witch when i was younger?

when reading harry potter, i liked d feeling of being in a magical surrounding..they had magic to make life interesting for them..u dunt like someone, u just gv a little wave of the wand and walaa..u turn ur foe into a rodent:) u want to get somewhere fast, u just hop on ur broom and ure at midvalley..hehehe..minus the jam and the parking fee..:) magic gives us hope that life needn't be difficult..

the magic of love..takes u to heaven..it releases all kinds of feeling and emotions that u never knew ur body could possess..it gives u the constant warm and fuzzy feeling..it surpresses all ill-feeling. it removes hate..it makes the world a better place..

the magic in harry potter and the magic of love is of the same kind..not in a literal way, but they bring about the same effect..although we may not really have real magic, but god gave us the magic of love..

things that happened over the weekend..

* Justin's bday..hapie bday my baby brother..
* Arnold's 40th day prayers..i still think of u my dear..
* Charles' sis's wedding..she introduced me as charles' wife..hehehe..i feel oddly hapie bout this..
* finished reading the 7th Harry potter book..mission accomplished!
* met my long-lost UPM frens..i cant believe how much harder it gets at meeting them..

things that were suppose to happen over the weekend..

* start on my thesis..geral is seriously lacking in discipline!
* go for a facial..i can feel the dead skin cells accumulating on my face!
* finish charles' assignment..i dunno wat d heck am i doing?
* clean my room..it feels like im sleeping in a dungeon..
* sleep till noon..my biological clock is so screwed up! i need more sleep!
* avoid mcd and burger king..ya rite! who am i kidding?

what i want to do..

* get a tattoo
* go rock climbing
* learn to trust charles
* learn to be understanding
* learn to be forgiving
* learn to be more giving
* learn to be more accepting of my life
* learn to not give up
* learn to eat well
* learn to be more helpful at home
* learn to relax
* learn to have fun
* learn to take life easily

i realise that im an emotional wreck these last few weeks..i seem to be giving a lot of trouble to many people around me..

to charles..im sorry b..im learning more and more about myself tru u..i cant see myself with any1 else..have patience with me..ill come tru..

mummy..im sorry for hurting u..i dunno if u'll ever read this..im trying really hard to be a better person...dunt give up on me..

one week of fun and food...

i enjoyed this year's bday coz the celebration lasted for a week..my family, boyfren, cousin and friends decided that fattening me up would be the best present for me:) on the eve of my bday, my coursemates (june, ke xin and cheau yee) took me out for lunch at secret recipe..i had so much fun..that i ended up missing my tuition class..hehehe..

then later at nite, my parents took me out for dinner..

cheryl just had to squeeze
herself into the pic.. me n justin..smile la pandi..haiyoo...me n cheryl..u dont need to tell cheryl to smile..she does it automatically when the cam is infrnt of her:)
where's my butter prawns? i need my butter prawns..:(
yummy delicious butter prawns..need i say more? :) the butter prawns made me a very happy person on the eve of my bday..:)

and on my bday day..i spent some quality time with charles:) we had dinner at Lobsterman..it was so damn gud! thanks cheah wei for suggesting this place to me:) i owe u big time..hehehe.. we had a 4 course meal comprising off...ahem..ahem..ahem..."baked mussles, soup, chesse baked lobster and seafood rice" hahaha..i can hear ur ohhs and ahhs..:) it was so gud..it left we feeling all light-headed and happy!

cheese baked lobster with mushrooms and white wine. doesn't it look gorgeous?

dunt worry..thats not the lobster tat we ate:)

i think d lobster looks cuter:)

d next day..teoh decided that it was her turn now to fatten me up:)..so we headed once again to secret recipe..this time i decided to try 'the much spoken about' "tom yam kung"..and it was gud! i finished every bit of it..

tom yam kung...

and then, on saturday..my lovely cousin decided tat she shouldn't be left out from the fun of fattening me up..so, she and abi took me out to a thai restaurant called 'Green Lotus'...it was the best thai food i have ever tasted! not that i have eaten alot of thai food la..hehehe..we ate, creamy and mouth watering green curry..crispy fried squid with lemon sauce, delicious thai fish cakes, crunchy and fresh baby kailan..yummy!!!

me..driving to abi's place..which btw, was really beautiful..wonderfull interior designing skills abi..:)

the restaurant decided that they prefer the times before thomas edison...hehehe..we had no choice but to put the candle really close to vani's face..kinda cool effect it gave rite:)

and me..can only see my fat cheeks:)

thanks every1 for making my bday this year a really enjoyable one..i love evry1 of you'll so much:) dunt forget next year's bday also ok..hehehe..just kidding la..:)