i suck at tis..

ive come to realize tat my blog is actually very very boring..half d time, i dunno wat am i talking about. my life is not as dramatic as some of d other bloggers. neither is it exciting. my vocab is so limited. i have no idea how to use flowery words..so basically, i suck big time at blogging!!!

but, wat is d main reason one blogs? is it to show off how well one writes? or do people genuinely want to tell d world bout their life? as for me, i have no idea, y do i blog? i guess, i just wanted to keep up with d trend. i find myself lagging behind in this computer age. i guess i blog just to prove to d world tat im not stupid and yes i can keep up with d world..although not to its rapid speed la..:)

so, to all those that read my blog and expect a 24 year old to have amazing vocab. im sorry to burst ur bubble, but this 24 year old will only embrace u with simple usage of the English Language..

d holidays..

i wen for my gals nite out with vani and her frens..i had a very nice time.clubbing was ok la..somehow its not my cup of tea.i applaude those that can tahan the loud music and indecent behaviour displayed there..as for me..i enjoyed watching all those crazy characters there..drunk men and women, robotic dancers, jellyfish dancers, useless old fools that buy u drinks, guys that try to small talk, scary looking men that give random comments (and believe me, tats d last thing u would ever want to hear), etc..

vani and her frens seem to enjoy themselves..i guess im like an old lady la..not 24 yrs old, but 42 yrs old..hehehe.. d part that i enjoyed the most was PLAYING PICTIONARY!!! i luv that game so so much..thats because, me and vani won!!! not officially..but wat d hell, we finished the game 1st!!! sorry yasmin and kai3..hehehe..admit it, we're d best!!!

i really had a gud time and met some really nice gals..yasmin, kai3, reena..although i may have only known u'll for 3 days, but u'll were great company..thanks..

i had my results..i had 3.15
ok la.. im hapie with it. at least i passed all my subjects. i thought i was going to fail my engineering papers. but i didnt..hehehe.. i had 2 B+ and 2 B's..

its christmas season now..me, cheryl and justin turned our hse upside down and cleaned every inch of it. yup..even cheryl did d cleaning..hehehe..guess d spirit of christmas is trully magical as it can even make cheryl do cleaning..:) ive already done my shopping..pheww..i was actually giving up on shopping for new clothes and thought of wearing a saree for mass..the clothes that they have in stores nowdays are so tramp like..how can we ever wear clothes like that for mass?..haih...:( so anyway, i found both my christmas and new year clothes from Elle..i luv it..:) people..dunt buy anything from Elle,as im wearing it this year for mass and the last thing i need is to find someone with the same attire at mass!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll be starting my semester on the 26th of dec..there goes my holidays as well as my christmas mood! how evil can the uni be? why cant they pity die hard fans of the holidays like u and me?? :( but anyway, im still hapie my classes are starting..guess im just glad i had the holidays to rest my already squeezed brains and im looking forward to the new semester..

frens..clubbing..and PD:)

y cant a gal and guy who are fren (just frens) be free of doubts and speculations? for heavens sake. this is d 21st century!!!! we're not living in the dark ages.. y does a gal and guy only have to be boyfren and girlfren? y cant they just be frens..i noe i have many frens who are guys..and yes they are just frens to me..so y d big hu ha then? y d big talk about self-control and knowing my limits? i know wat im doing..im not a kid..yes, i have made mistakes in the past in judging people, but just becoz of tat u cant judge or assume tat i will make d same mistake again..wat about d saying 'learning from mistakes'? y cant i apply tat? so people..lay off...leave me alone..let me be..i noe wat im doing!!!!!!!!!

enuf bout tat..just had to let it out!! im just so damn bengang!!!!!!!!!!!!

i might be going to PD with my cousin and her frens..it will be fun..all girls thingy:) but then..now they're saying that we might have to go on a one day trip and come back on the same day:( how boring and pathetic is tat..so to add some spice to our so call girls nite out..we might be going clubbing on Friday nite..yippee!!! not tat im d clubbing type..but wat d hell..at least i have a chance to wear my new jeans skirt:) oh my God..i cant believe im actually talking bout clubbing,skirts and going out..hehehe..im finally normal............doing my Masters for only one sem, i was beginning to think tat im losing it..felt as if im going to turn into a mad scientist..u noe d ones that we see in cartoons and movies..yes d whole lab coat and crazy hairdo package..hehehe

ok people..so i am really normal back again..

gtg..tats all for now:)

ciao.........................

d moon will never be pink...:(

i wish i have more frens..i have no one..im so darn lonely.charles is so busy working and i dunt want to trouble him and whine about how lonely i feel..

i wan to go out wth my girlfrens but there all over Malaysia except for Abitha. and if we want to meet up.the planning takes forever and someone is bound to be busy. its just so damn sucky!!! there'll all working and they have loads of other commitments..it just becomes so tough when ure getting older..meeting up is so far fetched..its like waiting for the moon to turn pink:(

when we were in school, lepaking with frens always seem possible. we just had to make a few calls and waalaah...we're on our way to midvalley or klcc..nothing to worry. no work d next day.no time limit..no nothing..but of course, my parents never made it that easy for me to go out with my frens la. cheryl and justin are lucky, coz by d time it was their turn to hang out with their frens, my parents were not so strict or hard on them...lucky them..unlucky me:(

and then..entering Uni.i made loads of frens..but so unfortunate..they stay like all over peninsular..just as u think that when ure older u have more freedom, ure dreams are crushed coz ure frens are all miles apart...:(
and then there's d issue on 'other commitments'..boyfriends,work,family...and it always seem harder for gals to keep in touch and hang out with each other..coz unlike guys, we cant just throw everything and go on a trip to Taman Negara..nope..we cant do that..coz...WE'RE GALS...

so tell me people...when can gals hang out? when we're all old and dying..why cant we do like what d guys are doing? why cant we just for once be selfish and think of ourselves..go on massive shopping sprees.go on a holiday to a beautiful island.go jungle trekking.go on a road trip all over Malaysia..

who am i kidding??? it will never work out..coz we're gals..we're 24 and have to start tinking of saving money to buy a hse or a car or for our marriage...and hanging out with ur girlfrens is a no no...coz thats d way of life..shitty and sucky for us gals..

im human...

i hate......

-lazy Homo sapiens
-irresponsible Homo sapiens
-ungrateful Homo sapiens
-rude Homo sapiens
-inconsiderate Homo sapiens
-self-centered Homo sapiens
-Homo sapiens that behave like Canis familaris (scientific name for dogs)-but here i mean bitches..;)
-Homo sapiens that behave like jerks

i love.....

-God
-my family
-Charles
-my frens (gombak people,UPM gals and guys,UM gals and guys, my church frens)
-Raphael
-my handphone
-my books
-my car
-my pearl pendant and ring
-my Levis
-my clothes
-my shoes
-my makeup
-my bags
-chocolate indulgence from secret recipe
-ferraro roche
-McFlurry
-ice-cream
-my TV
-my bed
-my bolster
-Nu Flavour for creating 'Heaven'
-people who stand up for what they believe in
-people who are persistant
-successful people who have worked hard
-people who have led an honest life
-people who are truthful
-secret recipe,pizza, mcd,burger king,chillis....im hungry now..:)
-gossiping
-laughing
-talking on my hp
-sms-ing
-listening to songs
-yelling
-slapping
-dreaming


its gud to be someone with values to folo..u can be the type that party all night, but u shuld still stick to ur values, coz that makes u human..so people..love and hate all u want..but be a human...:)

my Zahir....

have u ever felt so connected to a book? like that book was meant for u...and was written for u...tats how i feel while reading "the Zahir" written by Paulo Coelho. this is the first time where im actually taking such a long time to finish a book..im reading it word for word, extracting the essence of each word, understanding every sentence, connecting it to my life and reflecting bout it.

reading has always been something tat i do for leisure.i can never remember most of the stories i have read and i have never actually given the books i have a read much of a thought..i just read them for the sake of reading..

most of the books i have, was given to me by my aunty who gets it free from her school library. this book however, i bought it myself..not that expensive la. got a discount also for it.hehehe...kinda pathetic..but proud of it:) coz...I BOUGHT IT....

so becoz i bought it.i didnt allow cheryl to read it first..hehehe..sorry cheryl..i wanted to be d first to read this book..dunno y i did tat? so evil of me rite? anyway, wat d hell..i just wanted to be d first one to read it!! i have to be selfish once in a while la...and i dunt regret being the first to read it..i know cheryl would have finished d book at a speed of light..she always does tat..and i would be able to read tat 300 pages book in 2 days, but i just had to be d first to read it!!!

so anyway..enuf about being the first to read it..now bout the book...
the author of this book is a genius. he's got a gift..people...he's amazing!!!!!!!!!!! the way he strings his words, the way it flows, the way it makes u feel...like ure being drowned by his words..its like being in a trance...

i noe people may feel as if im exaggerating. probably i am..probably this book may not touch u the way it has touched me..and im sorry..coz this book has touched and triggered all sorts of thoughts and feelings..this book was written for me..selfish as it may seem...i dunt give two hoots...this book is the best thing that has ever happened to me...:) sorry charles...and yes, ure also d best thing that has happened to me..

so..people..go and read this book..i cant guarantee u if it will touch u..and cheryl, dunt yell at me if after reading this book (which im not sure when will u get it..hehehe) coz i have a strange feeling ure gonna do that...YELL AT ME!!!!

so anyway, just read it..it may touch you..it may not..but no worries..u have nothing to lose...
and no..im not going to lend this book to anyone...sorry...remember...coz..I BOUGHT IT!!!!!!

ciao....