d moon will never be pink...:(

i wish i have more frens..i have no one..im so darn lonely.charles is so busy working and i dunt want to trouble him and whine about how lonely i feel..

i wan to go out wth my girlfrens but there all over Malaysia except for Abitha. and if we want to meet up.the planning takes forever and someone is bound to be busy. its just so damn sucky!!! there'll all working and they have loads of other commitments..it just becomes so tough when ure getting older..meeting up is so far fetched..its like waiting for the moon to turn pink:(

when we were in school, lepaking with frens always seem possible. we just had to make a few calls and waalaah...we're on our way to midvalley or klcc..nothing to worry. no work d next day.no time limit..no nothing..but of course, my parents never made it that easy for me to go out with my frens la. cheryl and justin are lucky, coz by d time it was their turn to hang out with their frens, my parents were not so strict or hard on them...lucky them..unlucky me:(

and then..entering Uni.i made loads of frens..but so unfortunate..they stay like all over peninsular..just as u think that when ure older u have more freedom, ure dreams are crushed coz ure frens are all miles apart...:(
and then there's d issue on 'other commitments'..boyfriends,work,family...and it always seem harder for gals to keep in touch and hang out with each other..coz unlike guys, we cant just throw everything and go on a trip to Taman Negara..nope..we cant do that..coz...WE'RE GALS...

so tell me people...when can gals hang out? when we're all old and dying..why cant we do like what d guys are doing? why cant we just for once be selfish and think of ourselves..go on massive shopping sprees.go on a holiday to a beautiful island.go jungle trekking.go on a road trip all over Malaysia..

who am i kidding??? it will never work out..coz we're gals..we're 24 and have to start tinking of saving money to buy a hse or a car or for our marriage...and hanging out with ur girlfrens is a no no...coz thats d way of life..shitty and sucky for us gals..