what drives me...

i admire...

* people who write well. i wish i am also able to express myself through my writings. i love to read good books and the way the authors are able to capture every expression, every movement, every detail..y cant i do that? i recently had to write a short paragraph about my future plans and i was trully lost for words. in my head i had all sorts of ideas but wen it came to actually sitting down to write, i didnt noe where to begin...

* people who do so darn well in their exams even when they seem to play around the most. these people seem so cool on the outside while u r like a time bomb waiting to explode on the test day! you burn the midnight oil, u look like crap, u dunt eat or sleep for days, ur eye brows start growing like wild making you look like 'cookie monster', pimples start sprouting like ur epidermis is the most fertile ground... and they on the other hand are still able to go for movies, hang out with frens..basically do 'happy things'..

i guess all ur life, u wish u were like others..u wish ur life were just like theirs, u wish u had great hair just like their shinning crown, u wish u had their cool attitude, u wish u had their self-confidence, u wish u could speak like them, u wish u could dance like them, u wish u could have great frens like theirs, u wish u could have...

this list will never stop..but i guess in the end, u and i both noe that 'we shuld always be hapie with what we have'..well, i think thats a load of crap, if ananda krishnan were to be hapie with what he had, he would never get richer..i guess, its things like these, thoughts like these that drives us to better ourselves..it makes us work hard.it makes us perservere, it makes us move forward..

so, to all those people out there who write well and dunt need to study..ya, im jealous of u, but its u people that drives me day by day...

valentines...

hehehe..hahaha..hohoho..my baby is the best!!! i celebrated my valentines on Monday. i met charles in KLCC where we went shopping for a gift for me!!! :) i wanted a pair of Levis but i ended up buying a Swatch watch...hahaha..jangan jealous ah people..after our watch shopping, we went to watch 'the last kiss' which was one heck of a dumb movie!!! at the end of the day, we ended up fighting for i dunno wat reason:(

on valentines day, charles was still not his usual self (this meaning his constant laughing and yelling) poor me..i was trying so hard at getting him back to his normal self..i couldnt see him on V-day as I had to help my mum. wen he called after work yesterday, he asked me if i received anything. and i was like acting bodoh la..but i knew that my baby actually got me flowers..:) had to maintain macho la...i told him tat i didnt receive anything. then Bloomings called me and let the cat out of the bag. they asked if i have received the chocolates and flowers...wow, there are chocolates 2? :) so i told them la tat i didnt receive anything. then charles told me that i will be getting it at 10pm. damn cacat rite Bloomings? im sure the flowers and chocolates would have cost him a bomb and yet they can send it so late!

so anyway, i received a bouquet of red gebras and a box of Ferrero Rochers with a mesage from my baby at around 10.45pm...conclusion.... MY CHARLES IS THE BEST!!!!!

thanks charles, i know that im a bag..sorry sack full of nonsense. but i luv u to bits..hope that there will be many many more years of laughing..smiling..crying..fighting..whacking..and everything beautiful and rosy..i luv u..

p/s-i cant seem to paste the pic i took...so mengada rite? hehehe..:)