Saturday, March 3, 2007

im going to change..

im a sadis..someone pointed tat out to me yesterday. i always tot so highly of myself. i never really tot that im this pathetic. wenever some1 tells me something bout myself, im always defending myself. but this time..i was left speechless..it is true..as im getting older..i am becoming a sadis..a bigger and bigger sadis..day by day..before it starts eating me up..i better change my ways..i suddenly realised that there is so much to change in myself. i wonder how come no one has actually told me anything..or maybe, they have been telling and im d stupid imbecile who keeps defending myself...

so, this lent..i shuld pray more for myself..and make it a point to change my ways..ya, i noe that its not normal for one to 'kutuk' oneself on d net. but i do not give two hoots! this is d only way i make it clear to myself that I NEED TO CHANGE MY WAYS..or else...i might lose all d people who are dear to me..:(

p/s- people go and watch d pursuit of happiness..!!
it makes you realise a lot of things about life...

and cheryl..i so do not want ur comments...!!!!

2 comments:

CheRyL said...

hello..haha..plslar..i mus comment..was i d one that commented about you..??

Geradline said...

y u so perasan one? everything must be u ah? =)